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  "Jesus," said D'Agosta. "Looks like a prison."

  "It is one of the more infamous dumping grounds for the infirm and aged in New York State," said Pendergast. "Their HHS file is a foot thick with violations."

  They drove through the open gate, past an unmanned pillbox, and crossed a vast and empty visitors' parking lot, weeds sprouting up through a web of cracks. Proctor pulled the vehicle up to the main entrance and D'Agosta heaved himself out, already regretting leaving the cushy seats behind. Pendergast followed. Entering the facility via a pair of dingy Plexiglas doors, they found themselves in a lobby smelling of moldy carpet and aging mashed potatoes. A handwritten sign on a wooden stand in the center of the lobby read:

  Visitors MUST Check In!

  A scrawled arrow pointed to a corner, where a desk was manned by a woman reading

  Cosmopolitan.

  She must have weighed at least three hundred pounds.

  D'Agosta removed his shield. "Lieutenant D'Agosta, Special Agent—"

  "Visiting hours are from ten to two," she said from behind the magazine. "Excuse me. We'repolice officers." D'Agosta just wasn't going to take any more shit from anyone, not on this case.

  The woman finally put down the magazine and stared at them.

  D'Agosta let her stare at his badge for a moment, then he returned it to his suit pocket. "We're here to see Mrs. Gladys Fearing."

  "All right." The woman pressed an intercom button and bawled into it. "Cops here to see Fearing!" She turned back to them with a face that had gone from slatternly to unexpectedly eager. "What happened? Somebody commit a crime?"

  Pendergast leaned forward, adopting a confidential manner. "As a matter of fact, yes."

  Her eyes widened.

  "Murder," Pendergast whispered.

  The woman gasped and placed her hand over her mouth. "Where? Here?"

  "New York City."

  "Was it Mrs. Fearing's son?"

  "You mean Colin Fearing?"

  D'Agosta glanced at Pendergast.

  Where the hell is he going?

  Pendergast straightened up, adjusted his tie. "You know Colin well?"

  "Not really."

  "But he visited regularly, did he not? Last week, for example?"

  "I don't think so." The woman pulled over a register book, flipped through it. "No."

  "It must have been the week before." Pendergast leaned over to look at the book.

  She continued flipping through it, Pendergast's silvery eyes on the pages. "Nope. Last time he visited was in… February. Eight months ago."

  "Really!"

  "Look for yourself." She turned the book around so Pendergast could see. He examined the scrawled signature, then began flipping back to the beginning of the book, his eyes taking in every page. He straightened up. "It seems he didn't visit often."

  "Nobody visits often."

  "And her daughter?" "I didn't know she even had a daughter. Never visited."

  Pendergast laid a kindly hand on her massive shoulder. "In answer to your question, yes, Colin Fearing is dead."

  She paused, eyes growing wide. "Murdered?"

  "We don't know the cause of his death yet. So no one's told his mother?"

  "Nobody. I don't think anyone here knew. But…" She hesitated. "You're not here to tell her, are you?"

  "Not exactly."

  "I don't think you should. Why ruin the last few months of her life? I mean, he hardly ever visited, and he never stayed long. She won't miss him."

  "What was he like?"

  She made a face. "I wouldn't want a son like him."

  "Indeed? Please explain."

  "Rude. Nasty. He called me Big Bertha." She flushed.

  "Outrageous! And what is your name, my dear?"

  "Jo — Ann." She hesitated. "You won't tell Mrs. Fearing about his death, will you?"

  "Very compassionate of you, Jo — Ann. And now, may we see Mrs. Fearing?"

  "Where is that aide?" She was about to press the intercom again, then thought better of it. "I'll take you myself. Follow me. I ought to warn you: Mrs. Fearing's pretty batty."

  "Batty," Pendergast repeated. "I see."

  The woman struggled up from her chair, most eager to be of help. They followed her down a long, dim linoleum corridor, assaulted by more disagreeable smells: human elimination, boiled food, vomit. Each door they passed presented its own suite of noises: mumbling, groaning, frantic loud talking, snoring.

  The woman paused at an open door and knocked. "Mrs. Fearing?"

  "Go away," came the feeble answer.

  "Some gentlemen to see you, Mrs. Fearing!" Jo — Ann tried to muster a bright, artificial voice.

  "I don't want to see anybody," came the voice from within.

  "Thank you, Jo — Ann," Pendergast said in his most suave tone. "We can handle it from here. You're a treasure."

  They stepped inside. The room was small, with a minimum of furniture and personal possessions. It was dominated by a hospital bed that lay in the center of the linoleum — tiled floor. Pendergast deftly slipped into a chair next to the bed.

  "Go away," said the woman again, her voice weak and without conviction. She lay in the bed, her uncombed, snowy hair frizzed about her head in a halo, her once blue eyes now almost white, skin as delicate and transparent as parchment. D'Agosta could see the gleaming curve of her scalp below the straggly hairs. Dirty dishes from lunch, hours old, were parked on a hospital table with wheels.

  "Hello, Gladys," Pendergast said, taking her hand. "How are you?"

  "Lousy."

  "May I ask you a personal question?"

  "No."

  Pendergast pressed the hand. "Do you remember your first teddy bear?"

  The washed — out eyes stared at him, uncomprehending.

  "Your first stuffed teddy. Do you remember?"

  A slow, wondering nod.

  "What was its name?"

  A long silence. And then she spoke. "Molly."

  "A nice name. What happened to Molly?"

  Another long pause. "I don't know."

  "Who gave you Molly?"

  "Daddy. For Christmas."

  D'Agosta could see a flicker of life kindling in those dull eyes. Not for the first time, he wondered where Pendergast could possibly be going with such a bizarre line of questioning.

  "What a wonderful present she must have made," Pendergast said. "Tell me about Molly."

  "She was made out of socks sewed together and stuffed with rags. She had a bow tie painted on her. I loved that bear. I slept with her every night. When I was with her, I was safe. Nobody could hurt me." A radiant smile broke out on the old lady's face, and a tear welled up in one eye and ran down her cheek.

  Pendergast quickly offered her a Kleenex from a packet he slipped out of his pocket. She took it, dabbed her eyes, and blew her nose. "Molly," she repeated, in a faraway voice. "What I wouldn't give to hold that silly old stuffed bear again." For the first time the eyes seemed to focus on Pendergast. "Who are you?"

  "A friend," said Pendergast. "Just come to chat." He rose from his chair.

  "Do you have to go?"

  "I'm afraid so."

  "Come back. I like you. You're a fine young man."

  "Thank you. I will try."

  On the way out, Pendergast handed his card to Jo — Ann. "If anyone calls on Mrs. Fearing, would you be so kind as to let me know?"

  "Of course!" She took the card with something close to reverence.

  A moment later they were outside the entrance, in the shabby, empty parking lot, the Rolls gliding up to fetch them. Pendergast held open the door for D'Agosta. Fifteen minutes later they were on Interstate 87, winging their way back to New York City.

  "Did you notice the old painting in the hall outside Mrs. Fearing's room?" Pendergast murmured. "I do believe that is an original Bierstadt, badly in need of cleaning."

  D'Agosta shook his head. "Are you going to tell me what that was all about, or do you enjoy keeping me in the dark?"


  With an amused gleam in his eye, Pendergast slipped a test tube out of his suitcoat. Stuffed inside was a damp tissue.

  D'Agosta stared. He hadn't even seen Pendergast retrieve the used tissue. "For DNA?"

  "Naturally."

  "And that business about the teddy bear?"

  "Everyone had a teddy bear. The point of the exercise was to get her to blow her nose."

  D'Agosta was shocked. "That was low."

  "On the contrary." He slipped the tube back into his pocket. "Those were tears of joy she shed. We brightened up Mrs. Fearing's day, and she in her turn did us a service."

  "I hope we can get it analyzed before Steinbrenner sells the Yankees."

  "Once again, we shall have to operate not only outside the box, but outside the room containing the box."

  "Meaning?" But Pendergast merely smiled enigmatically.

  Chapter 11

  Nora, I am very sorry!" The doorman opened the door with a flourish and took her hand, enveloping her with a smell of hair tonic and aftershave. "Everything is ready in your apartment. Locks change. Everything fix up. I have the new key. I offer my sincere condolence. Sincere."

  Nora felt the cold, flat key pressed into her hand.

  "If you need my help, let me know." He gazed at her with genuine sorrow in his liquid brown eyes.

  Nora swallowed. "Thank you, Enrico, for your concern." The phrase had become almost automatic.

  "Anytime. Anything. You call and Enrico come."

  "Thank you." She headed toward the elevator; hesitated; started forward again. She had to do this without thinking too much about it.

  The elevator doors clunked shut and the machine ascended smoothly to the sixth floor. When they opened, Nora didn't move. Then, just as they began to close again, she stepped quickly out into the hall.

  Everything was quiet. A muted Beethoven string quartet issued from behind one door, muffled conversation from behind another. She took a step, then hesitated once again. Ahead, near the turn of the hall, she could see the door to their — to her — apartment. Brass numbers screwed onto it read 612.

  She walked slowly down the hall until she faced the door. The spyhole was black, the lights off inside. The lock cylinder and plate were brand new. She opened her hand and stared at the key: shiny, freshly cut. It didn't seem real. None of this seemed real. Jamais vu — the opposite of déjà vu. It was as if she were seeing everything for the first time.

  Slowly, she inserted the key, turned it. The lock clicked, then she felt the door go loose in its frame. She gave it a push, and it eased open on newly oiled hinges. The apartment beyond was dark. She reached inside for the light switch, fumbled for it, couldn't find it.Where is it? She stepped into the darkness, still fumbling along the blank wall, her heart suddenly pounding. She was enveloped by a smell — of cleaning fluids, wood polish… and something else.

  The door began to shut behind her, blocking off the light from the hall. With a muffled cry she reached back, grabbed the door — knob, wrenched the door back open, stepped back into the hall and closed the door. She leaned her head against it, shoulders shaking violently, trying to force down the sobs that engulfed her.

  Within a few minutes, she had herself more or less under control. She glanced up and down the hall, grateful nobody had walked by. She was half embarrassed, half afraid of the storm of emotions she'd been keeping bottled up. It had been stupid to think she could just walk back into the apartment where her husband had been murdered only forty — eight hours before. She'd go to Margo Green's apartment, stay with her for a few days — but then she remembered that Margo was on sabbatical leave until January.

  She had to get out. She rode the elevator back down to the first floor and walked through the lobby on rubbery legs. The doorman opened the door. "Anything you need, you call Enrico," he said as she almost ran past.

  She walked east on 92nd Street to Broadway. It was a cool but still pleasant October evening, and the sidewalks were crowded with people on their way to restaurants, walking their dogs, or just going home. Nora began to walk, briskly; the air would clear her head. She headed downtown, moving fast, dodging people. Out here, on the street, among the crowds, she found herself getting her thoughts under control, finding some perspective on what had just happened. It was stupid to react this way — she had to go back into the apartment sometime, and sooner rather than later. All her books, her work, her computer, his stuff — everything was there.

  She wished, for a moment, that her father and mother were still alive, that she could flee to their warm embrace. But that was an even more foolish, futile line of thinking.

  She slowed. Maybe she should go back, after all. This was just the kind of emotional reaction she had hoped to avoid.

  She paused, looking around. Beside her, a line of people were waiting to get into the Waterworks Bar. A couple necked in a doorway. A group of Wall Street types were walking home, all dark suits and briefcases. Her attention was attracted to a homeless man who had been shuffling alongside the building façades, matching her pace; he stopped, too, and turned around abruptly, heading the other way.

  Something about the furtiveness of that motion, about the way the man kept his face from view, made her big — city instincts sound an alarm.

  She watched the homeless man lurch along, covered in dirty rags, looking precisely as if he was trying to get away. Had he just robbed somebody? As she stared after him, the man reached the corner of 88th Street, paused, then shambled around the corner, looking back once just before vanishing.

  Nora's heart stopped.

  It was Fearing.

  She felt almost sure of it: the same lean face, the same lanky frame, the same thin lips, unruly hair, and leering smirk.

  She was gripped by a paralyzing fear — which, just as quickly, gave way to furious anger.

  "Hey!" she yelled, breaking into a run. "Hey, you!" She began pushing her way along the crowded sidewalk, halted by the Water — works crowd. She bullied her way through.

  "Whoa, lady!"

  "Excuse me!"

  She broke free and ran; tripped; stood up again; then resumed her chase, spinning around the corner. Eighty — eighth Street stretched eastward, long and dimly lit, lined by ginkgo trees and dark brownstones. It ended in the bright lights of Amsterdam Avenue with its pretentious bars and eateries.

  A dark figure was just turning onto Amsterdam and heading back downtown.

  She raced down the street, running for all she was worth, cursing her weakness and sluggishness after the concussion and bed rest. She rounded the corner and stared down Amsterdam, similarly crowded with evening — goers.

  There he was: moving quickly and with sudden purpose, half a block ahead. Thrusting aside a young man, she began running again, catching up to the figure. "Hey! You!"

  The figure kept going.

  She darted between pedestrians, stretching out her arm. "Stop!"

  Just before reaching 87th Street, she caught up to him, seizing the dirty material of his shoulder and spinning him around. The man righted himself unsteadily, staring back at her with wide, fearful eyes. Nora released the shirt and took a step back.

  "What's your problem?" Definitely not Fearing. Just some junkie.

  "Sorry," Nora mumbled. "I thought you were someone else."

  "Leave me alone." He turned away with a muttered "bitch" and continued his unsteady way down Amsterdam.

  Nora looked around wildly, but the real Fearing — if he'd ever been there to begin with — had vanished. She stood amid the surging crowds, her limbs trembling. With a huge effort, she got her breathing under control.

  Her eye settled on the closest bar, the Neptune Room: a loud, ostentatious seafood place she had never been into. Never wanted to go into. Never expected to go into.

  She went in, settled on a stool. The bartender came over right away. "What'll it be?"

  "Beefeater martini, extra dry, straight up, twist."

  "Coming right up."

  As she sip
ped the oversize, ice — cold drink, she upbraided herself for acting like a psycho. The dream was only a dream and the homeless man wasn't Fearing. She was shaken up; she needed to get a grip, calm down, and put her life back together as best she could.

  She finished her drink. "How much?"

  "On the house. And I hope" — the bartender said with a wink—"that whatever devil you saw before you came in is gone now."

  She thanked him and rose, feeling the calming effects of the liquor. Devil, the bartender had said. She had to face her devils, and do it now. She was falling apart, seeing things, and that was unacceptable. That wasn't her.

  A few minutes' walk brought her back to her apartment building. She briskly passed through the door, ran the gauntlet of another barrage of well — meaning comments by the doorman, and entered the elevator. In another moment, she was standing at her door. She slid in the key, unlocked it, and felt around the corner for the light switch, which she immediately found.

  Double — locking the door and sliding home its newly installed bolt, she glanced around. Everything was perfectly neat, cleaned, polished, repainted. Quickly but methodically, she searched the entire apartment, including the closets and under the bed. Then, opening the curtains of the living room and the bedroom, she turned off the lights again. The glow of the city filtered in, throwing the apartment into shadow, giving a soft, gauzy focus to its surfaces.

  She could stay here tonight, she knew now; she could wrestle with her devils. Just so long as she didn't have to look at anything.

  Chapter 12

  The waitress brought their orders: pastrami on rye with Russian dressing for D'Agosta, a BLT for Laura Hayward.

  "More coffee?" she asked.

  "Please." D'Agosta watched as the harassed — looking waitress refilled his cup. Then he turned back to Hayward. "And that's about where we stand," he concluded.

  He'd invited Captain Hayward to lunch to bring her up to speed on the investigation so far. Hayward was no longer a homicide captain — she'd been given a lateral shift and was now working in the police commissioner's office, where she was in line for a plum promotion. If anybody deserved it, he thought ruefully, Laura did.